Old Maps No Longer Work

I keep pulling it out
The old map of my inner path.
I squint closely at it,
Trying to see some hidden road
That maybe I’ve missed,
but there’s nothing there now
except some well-traveled paths.
They have seen the footsteps often,
Held my laughter, caught my tears.

I keep going over the old map
But now the roads lead nowhere,
a meaningless wilderness
Where life is dull and futile.

“Toss away the old map,”  she says
“You must be kidding!”  I reply
She looks at me with Sarah eyes
And repeats, “Toss it away.
It’s of no use where you’re going.”

“I have to have a map!”  I cry,
“even if it takes me nowhere.
I can’t be without direction,”
“But you are without direction,”
She say, “so why not let go, be free?”

So there I am- tossing away the map,
Sadly, fearfully, putting it behind me.
“Whatever will I do?”  wails my security.
“Trust me,”  says my midlife soul.

No map, no specific directions.
No “this way ahead” or “take a left.”
How will I know where to go?
How will I find my way?  No map?
But then my midlife soul whispers:
“There was time before maps
When pilgrims traveled by the stars.”

It is time for the pilgrim in me
To travel in the dark,
To learn to read the stars
that shine in my soul.
I will walk deeper
into the dark of my night,
I will wait for the stars,
trust their guidance,
And let their light be enough for me.

Joyce Rupp

What do we do when we have thrown away the old maps?
What do we do when we are no longer willing to live under the tyranny of old scripts and unconscious roles?
We learn to listen to the wisdom of our dreams.  They are the stars that shine in the our souls… they will navigate us to a new way of being.


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